Andy Behrman Quotes & Sayings

“The guilt I felt for having a mental illness was horrible. I prayed for a broken bone that would heal in six weeks. But that never happened. I was cursed with an illness that nobody could see and nobody knew much about.”

“As no one knew much about my mental illness, a lot of people had the attitude that I had the capability to 'kick it' and get better instantly. This was the most frustrating attitude for me.”

“My eating habits are the only behaviour of mine that are still manic. I can't walk by a restaurant, a bakery, an ice-cream store or a candy store without making a purchase; the amount of calories I take in today are at least five times as many as I took before starting on all of this medication.”

“In my most psychotic stages, I imagine myself chewing on sidewalks and bulging and swallowing sunlight and clouds.”

“My illness is one often characterized by dramatic overspending - in my case through frenzied shopping sprees, credit card abuse, excessive hoarding of unnecessary material goods and bizarre generosity with family, friends and even strangers.”

“Money is a huge issue for manic depressives. Sometimes the problem is not nearly on the same scale as it has been for me, but nonetheless, it's difficult to deal with. Many get themselves into debt that can take years to clear up, write bad cheques, shoplift and borrow huge amounts from family and friends.”

“People accuse me of glamorizing mental illness. Looking back sometimes, that's true. But I don't feel guilty.”

“There are lots of people with mental health disabilities, and that's just the way their life is; it's not like you see it in the movies.”

“I felt like I was the only person on the planet with this 'thing called depression', and I remember being frightened. I was knocked out and dopey, and I cried all of the time.”

“My manic depression was ravaging my life, but because nobody could see it, many people thought it was a figment of my imagination.”